the essence of buddhism
insight of the evening: at its essence, buddhism appears to be the instruction kit for preparing the human nervous system to gradually and peacefully accept the notion that nothing happens after we die.
nowhere else to turn
i didn't know who else to turn to, so i decided to turn to this blog. i feel like i have exhausted all of my outreach options as far as my few friends are concerned. i feel a sense of guilt when i share my thoughts with others - it's as if though in sharing i am causing more pain for others than liberation for myself. and at that point, i have realized, it's just not worth sharing anymore, even if it is to help me with my own misery. i don't know what it is, but especially lately, nothing makes any sense, and i can't seem to see the value of things, such as this life, my life, to be exact. i've only just recently, within the past couple of weeks, as a matter of fact, that i have realized that i am a creature, alive on this planet. it just hit me one evening as i was enjoying some ganja at a local beach. i am a creature. i was born on this planet and i will likely die on this planet. at 31 years of age, what do i have to show for my life? who have i been livi...
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